Superman is super strong but he is made weak by kryptonite. I am usually really strong unless chocolate is nearby. I think it's safe to say that chocolate is my weakness.
It is not something I can moderate easily - if at all. I can hear chocolate calling me from hiding places in cupboards and draws around the house and I will eat it all until there is none left. Then once it's all gone I can hear the call from isle 2 of the local supermarket which is only a 2-minute drive away... road trip anyone?
I think I've come to the conclusion that is something I'm might to defeat in this lifetime.
Maybe like other addictions - that are much more serious - I can't ever be left alone with my addiction.
I'm not sure why it is such an issue for me. Is it the sugar? Is it the texture? Is it an association with nice feelings from my childhood? Maybe if I could figure it out then I might have a chance of getting on top of this one. Until then I am a slave to coco deliciousness.
While I know that I am fully addicted to chocolate, I don't know how to get on top of it and am open to suggestions, tips and tricks... does anyone ever get to a better place with chocolate? I would love to hear your success stories...
I aspire to be the kind of person who can delay chocolate gratification and enjoy a block of chocolate over days and weeks... I'm sure it is possible (fingers crossed).